Saturday, August 9, 2008

7 Days...

IN PROGRESS

Friday, August 8, 2008

8 Days...

IN PROGRESS

Thursday, August 7, 2008

9 Days til... I Go...

9 Days and counting.

Today I watched tv, folded clothes, waxed my eye brows, doctored my face, did my hair, surfed the web, and layed around.

It was a very good day.

My lovelies are in NM so I need to get my rear in gear.

But that will be tw, today I enjoyed me time.

--Away I Go--

-XOXOXOXO-

Wednesday, August 6, 2008

10 Days til... I Swim Towards The West...

Well today not much done. I did laundry and took out trash.

I even hung the laundry :) Yah for me :)

Took my lovelies for hair cuts, to the video store and to the library.

We also went swimming, I always think I'm a good swimmer til someone makes me feel like I still need more practice because they're so good.


Watched Sweet Land. Such a great movie!

--Off To Swim Myself To Sleep--

-XOXOXOXO-

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

11 Days til... Lights Out....

Now we're down to day 11.

Nothing done today as far as packing.

Had my lovelies again today.

We went to the a new water park. Lots of fun. The kids had a blast.

I ended up with a headache probably from the heat.

So I went to bed at 8, just woke up and decided to hurry and post.

-GOOD NIGHT-

-XOXOXOXO-

Monday, August 4, 2008

12 Days til... My Room Empties Out...




So today I did ZIP, other than maybe make a bigger mess looking for my cam.

I had my lovelies from 7:15-6:15 so I was ready to laze around.

But when am I not.

The kids had physicals today and I was waiting out in the waiting room, boy do those things fill up fast (the waiting rooms). While I was setting there I started to fill cornered and breathless, for once babies scared me.

I started wondering if I was going to be the mom who b****ed because my 2 yr old wanted to play w/ my wallet and the nanny must of been the one who taught her that. And this was going to need to be addressed. OR Will I be the Mom thats trying to silently judge all the other childrens sizes and vocabulary to see where my child falls in the class, hoping shes not at the bottom OR Would I be the one who let my kid boss me around the room with her screams OR maybe the one who hushed my child everytime he cried bc I was concerned what others in the room (who obviously had children or else they wouldnt be there) would think OR maybe the one who held my child in my lap reading books and answering questions that my curious little four year old had. I vote for the last one.

But the truth is only time will tell. When my little one eventually comes along and s/he will unless something happens to me before I'm ready, it wont matter what experience I have or how many people I observe. I will go with the flow and I may become my worst nightmare or I just may be the one who lets my child imagine, question, and explore.

But I aint gonna lie, its scary sitting in a room crowded with 20 different children and trying to decide which child yours will mirror.

-I Need Air-

-XOXOXOXO-

Sunday, August 3, 2008

13 Days til... Freshness....




Well less than two weeks to go.

Today I packed up all the stuff underneath my bathroom sink, emptied some more shelfs, and trashed some stuff.

I am amazing myself at all I am letting go for Cali, so I hope I'm not let down.

Thats very unlikely.

I CANT wait to get some freshness with a change of people and place.

BREATHE

-XOXOXOXO-